Everything is OVER..

Ak redha utk mu yg ku cinta..

demi kebahagiaan kita..

maybe silap ak..

(neh lagu,,sy x jiwang mcm neh)

6 thn bercinta..

akhirnya pts..

mmg sedih tp ak hepy ble die hepy..

Ad hikmah disebalik apa yg terjadi..

Ak redha..

Skrg biar ak single,,

x perlu nk bercinta..

cinta bagai tp x kawen2 pon..

kali neh focus kt stdy je dlu..

 

Utk awak..

sy tau awk bce blog sy kn,,bce la,,

sy xkn delete post2 pasal awk yg sblom ni..

nk bt kenangan utk masa akn dtg..

Smoga awk bjaya n hepy dgn kehidupan awk..

sy dh blh trma keadaan ni.

mula2 rse kekok tp lama2 okay..

Keje molek2 yer,,

kejar cita2 awk tue..

sy tau awk blh,,

Doakan sy ye..

biar sy bjya dpt ape yg sy nk slama neh..

Take care..

Kte knk dlu sbg kwn so kte still kwn..

smoga ak diberi kekuatan utk menghadapi smua neh..

ak redha dgn ape yg terjadi..

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arghhh...pi maen jauh2...

ak bkn mrh kt sape2 ye..tp mrh kat masalah ak yg bertimbun-timbun neh..kn best lau duit yg bertimbun neh..
masalah is equal to stress...hahahahaha..
tp btol..
 td ntah si gila mne kol mtk byr utang...hey hutang x smpai berjuta..sket je..skali byr pon blh laa..tp lau ad duit la kn..
tp akak ak ad..die ckp nk tlg byr tp tolak hutang la..tgk...ak kn kayes...akak ak utang ak..wooo
hahaha..tipu la..dpt duit ptptn ak bg kt sape2 yg nk pnjm duit..sbb lau ak pegang smua..alamak hbs laa duit ak..xsempat ujung sem da pokai..
seriously. mmg stress tahap babun da neh..coz b ak pon bt hal..
ahhh,,xtau nk tulis pe da..k bye ye...
hahhahahahaha

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ak insan biase

hari neh start blk menaip after berbulan2 x update..sbb nye..ak MALAS..

ari neh sedih coz DIA...alaaa..si dia yg bertakhta di ati ku neh...
entah lah...gado lg laa neh kn..yup..btol.. maybe da smpai ending kot my relationship..
sbb ari tue last jmpe ari isnin,,ak gtau die yg neh last jmpe b4 blk Arau..n die dgn selamba ckp.." ok...bt pe jmpe byk2 kali." yeee..jwpn yg ak x penah ak sangka akn kluar dr mulut die..biasenye die msti nk jmpe dlu b4 g arau...
Is that the sign???
Entah.. patah seribu ak...
pape pon ak hope yg terbaik..If ak x terbaik tok die..better die cri yg lain kn...as long as die hepyy coz ak hepy ble die hepy...

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Iloveyouuu,

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be strong!!!

hey kamoooo  amilin man........
be strong....make it motivates u to improve urself..
don't think about it..everything will be fine..

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Iloveyouuu,

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cpt menyerah kalah..

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knpe perlu cpt menyerah kalah...gagal sklai x bereti gagal selamnaya..ko da usaha..tue yg ape yg ko dpt..rerdha jer lah..
isshhhh..knpe ak x mcm neh haaa..why ak slalu menyerah kalah..even ak xtau lg pe result die,,
tp ak cpt gler down ble ak rse ak truk..hey..relax.
ko dh usaha.. dh tawakal kt Allah s.w.tInsyaAllah...die tlg..even klau die x bg pon that means die nk bg yg lbh baik dr ko mtk tue..so please...please..please..bersabar ye..


hey wake up amilin man..make it motivates u to be strenght okeyy..

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jauh di mata dekat di hati

ape yg ak rse neh bt ak sedih..xtau knpe..ak rse sejak 2 menjak neh ak makin jauh ngan die.kurang da mase kami gelak2 mcm org gila..pendek kata jarang dh bt lawak bodoh..xtau la knpe tp rse sedih la..xske mcm neh...tp still kuat kn ati lg..pujuk ati biar ak rse x sedih..tgh final neh..x nk stress tp xtau la..ak asyik pikir je..antara die ad yg lain or die da boring ngan..anta 2 tue jew..mmg ak xde masa sgt ngan die tp ak bkn pegi jln2 ke ape ke..tp ak stdy laaa..ak x maen2 pon..
sorry la awk..sy xde masa kt awk..tp sy x curang..awk...tlg doakn kejayaan sy ye..nnti blk kte pegi mkn mcd..awk nk mkn prosperity kn..sggp awk tgu sy blk sbb nk mkn ngan sy..sbr ye awk..sy akan blk cpt2 ...okey..

  .....kte jauh di mata tapi dekat di HATI....

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not in good mood...teeeeeeeeeet.........oh tidak...........
I hate this part...
come on gurl..
Wake Up..Make Urself More Better Than Before... U CAN DO IT...

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Iloveyouuu,

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sedih + sedih

sedih coz xleh jwb kuiz coz kuiz 2 mcm terlebey senang plak..

sampaikn kn ak rse xleh jwb..haha

pas2 sir ckp class 1 lg yg ambk kuiz tue hmpr separuh yg x lulus..

berdebar-debar daa neh..

x sbr nye nk tau..

pas2 rse sedih coz ari neh b ak moody.

xtau pasal pe..

smpai skrg neh die mcm xde mood..

so x mau ggu nnti die mrh..

: : : xpe sy tggu awk blk kje ye b..

love u..

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stress..

ahhhhhh...stress melanda lg.

sy stress la skrg neh..rse cam byk beban jew..

mggu lps br hbs quiz cf..pas2 blk test stdy tok test mandarin plak..

yg geramnye test tue x jadi..

sabtu ad opkim..yg community services tok subject pd..1 ari ak x stdy..

daa laa leth tp kna stdy gak sbb ade quiz ari isnin..

selasa mlm plak ad test cf.pas2 ad khbr angin plak ad quiz qmt...

jumaat tu plak gnti test mandarin..ak leth laa.

otak ak kureng sket...kna byk kali bace br ingt..

otak ak lau stdy lbh2 mula ak rse pening n rse cam nk muntah..

sbb tu dlm pencil box ak ad minyak cap kapak..haha

daa laa nk blk daa neh..ak plan nk blk relax2 daaa

tp dtg je cni pas cuti ad presentation bel laaa plak...speech x bt ag..

apasal susah sgt neh,,byk menda nk kena setel..

nnti raye neh..spe yg dtg umah ak..ak kna speaking laa..

bak kata miss practice..practice n practice..

so makcik2 pakcik2 bt dek jew laa lau sy speaking ek..

haha..bajet nk speaking laa konon..

x smpt speaking daa ketar lutut daa..

hahahaha...

tp hrp2 semua menda neh leh setel cpt2 sbb otak sy da rse stress daa.

otak sy daa leth..

byk sgt mendaa nk pikir..

emmm..dr bazir masa baik pi stdy kn.. 

            : : :     neh yg ak slalu set kt my mind..usaha tue pntg..walau rse stdy x msk pon at least kte usaha..

kte akn dpt ganjaran sebanyak mne yg kte usaha tue.

kna sentiase bt baik dgn org..

 lau org mtk tlg kna tlg..bg ak ble kte kata " tidak" kt org..kte akn dpt balasan..

tue yg ak try bt baik n gan semua org..

yg pntg ngan parents..slalu mtk dieorg doakn kejayaan kte..

mtk maaf ngan semua lau ad bt salah...

yg pntg jgn lupa doa..

mtk tenangkn ati..neh jew yg ak amalkn btime dip dlu...

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sajer2 jew..

emm..br jew hbs class qmt.

susah gle..da la class ptg sapa kul 6.30..leth lg paha ajar plak hok susah..simplex method la.

bkn simplex cik lan tp susah method..haha..

tp ari neh cik lan tnjk video ngan gmbr2 die dlu..sedih..

die oyk die dlu idup susah sapa kn kna tlg parents jual.

tp die oyk 2 jd dorongan tok die bljr sgh2..

ak pon penah gak bt gtu..

tampal gmbr ma nge abah kt pintu loker..koya nk insaf tp xdop gpo pon..

time 2 spm..abah dok ske ak g teknik sbb die xse ak dok jauh tp ak gelenya nk dok asrama.,

ambk mung..jerit seminggu ak dok sne nk blk..haha..

tp ak bt gtu pon x jadik gpo2 pon..result cukup2 mkn jew..

blh laa kiro..tp xdop la sedap sgt pon..

Bavk to our story,, 

(kalut dk cter hal ak plak)...lari tajuk laaa wey..

tp sedih kot cter die..ak bt2 x dgr sbb xse jerit,,kn x pasal2 malu..dh la ak sensitif byk..

die kje loni pon nk bg seney mak ayah die..

ak pon nk jd gtu jdk..

nk bljr molek2..biar jadik executive mcm mc  long tu..

sedap sket..blk2 tiap2 bln naik flight jah..hok 2 jgn dk jadk contoh deh..

sbb die boros...dok jimat lgsg...

haha..sorry long..

ak tau mu kdg2 bkak jgk blog ak..

pah kalut laa dk mapuh ak..

ok...GTG..ad class plak mlm ni..

xske tp sbr laa..

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Arrgghh... stresss

stress laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

Idup cam susah laaa..skrg ak daa jd miss independent..

haha..sjak dk arau ak gemuk..org ckp lau stress jadik kurus tp ak,,cam hampeh..jadik gemuk...

 x caye tgk dis pic

teng..teng..teng...

neh slim ag..

tp skrg......tooottt...

da naek dah..

yup..sy ad byk prob sbb 2 sy gemuk.sbb sy ske mkn ble sy ade prob..

hey..2 x pelik..oke..

skrg neh tension dk pikir sal nk pndah umah..

nk dk ngan member sekelas.. tp xtau laaa... dieorg daa ad geng so xkn laa nk join kn.. 

nnti dieorg kate pe plak... 

pening laa..hope this prob blh settle cpt2... xmau stress..

LIFE IS SHORT SO ENJOY...

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yeay yeay....ade blog...

           Hooray,,,ak daa ade blog....thanks to my adek aka amni yg tlg ak bt blog neh...
eh2...adek plak yg lbh teror dr akak...huhu..da tbalik ka dunia neh..hee...
X kesah laa..asal kn ade blog..
          Hepy dooh...rse cam ade dunia ak sndri lak 2...huhu..  
esok,, continue plak wif my blog...huhu..

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