i'm free

yes...i'm free...
hahahaha..free la..td last paper..even maen bt jew..ak x kiro..dlm otak ak pikir nk blk tdo puas2...tgk tv puas2..ak geram dah neh,..
hopefully..lepas lah ek..
x sbr nk blk..
::: mau packing...


tatataaaaa

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dugaan time final..

ayoyo...3 paper da lps even still dok pikir ag..asal ak leh bengong time qmt..yg pasal transportation tue..pastu pening pikir gak yg personal planning pnyer paper..ak xtau ak jwb ape tp ak jwb gak..ak x ingt da acc yg ak bljr dlu..( ak mmg pelupa yer )tue sbb ak kna stdy byk2..kt sape2 yg pikir ak stdy agak 2 gler n pulun tue..jgn risau kt ak sbb otak kte lain..even ak stdy byk pon ak xleh jwb jgk kn..( ee,,mtk jauh la mnda2 camneh kn )tp ak xske org yg ckp cam neh.." ak rse ak stdy sket jah tp blh jwb la, senang jer "
no..no..no..no..no..xleh riak mcm tue yer kwn2...x elok tok kesihatan riak 2..
eh,,nk cter sket..mlm nk stdy personal planning 2 kn..ati ak x tenang..ak xtau npe..ak stdy dkt 2 jam x msk pape pon..jd ak ambk wuduk pas2 pi solat dlm keadaan x bkak lampu..ak nangis2 sbb ak tkt nk final..sbb ati ak x tenang..pas2 br rse tenang sket..n then ak stdy smbl dgr mp3..tp x dgr lagu..dgr zikir.time tue rse tenang sgt..smpai ak menangis lg skali..ak xtau knpe mcm 2.. ak hayati zikir tue pas2 ak nangis..teringat dosa2 ak penah bt..mmg ak x sempurna.ak pon x lari dr bt dosa..kte manusia kn..pastue tok kuatkn semangat ak..ak ingt ma nge abah ak..ingt jasa dieorg..
Tp ALHAMDULILAH..pastue ak rse tenang n blh stdy.
.ingt si die yg slalu bg support kt ak..suh ak stdy..pg first paper 2 die bgn awal gler..die suh ak mndi2 awal pastue bt solat sunat @ solat dhuha..die oyk ingt..kte nk berjuang kna mtk keberkatan dr Tuhan..

:: ak nk sgt capai target ak sem neh..doakan kejayaan kte bersama ye kwn2..AMIN..

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Iloveyouuu,

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first paper pon daa mcm tootttt...

first paper pon da truk..xtau pe nk jadik..
da lah..abah sggp blk umah bt solat hajat tok ak..die keje tp blk umah bt solat hajat.ak terharu gler.ak harap ak lulus cemerlang paper neh..ak nk A.
mtk2 makbul  la doa ak ngan abah..tp doa seorang bapa kpd anak mujarab..
ak nk bg ma ngan abah menangis sbb kejayaan ak..tue ak nak...tue je yg ak blh bg kat ma abh..

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oohh...tidak...

kejap jer..besok da final da..rse mcm x ready pon ad..rse mcm nk cpt2 hbs pon ad..yelaaa..stress tau..
sampai xde masa kt diri sndri neh..

btw.. wish me luck ye..doakan kejayaan sy..

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Iloveyouuu,

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hari2 lmbt

hari2 bgn lmbt weyh..mentang2 lar stdy week kn,,xde class..hahaha..
tp smlm tdo kul 6  lbh..ak tkt kalau ak tdo ak x bgn solat subuh..tue yg ak x mau tdoo trus..
haha..teringat ak ngan roomate ak dlu pon mcm 2 gak.kami stdy smpai subuh br tdo..kes nye tkt tertinggal solat subuh..
bg ak kn..solat subuh tue pntg ..sbb die permulaan tok ari 2.blh katakn lau tggl rse x aman la...sbb xde preparation tok ari 2..haha..
ko sape..bajet ustazah laa tue nk bg ceramah..eh....tidakkkkkkkkkk...ak just share pendapat ak jek..
sorrrry ye...

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Iloveyouuu,

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first stdy week di Arau

b4 this stdy week,konpem blk kg coz bg ak nk ambk berkat mak ayah kntp sorrry to say..stdy week sem neh ak xblk...
bkn pe bajet nk stdy laaa..sbb ak kt umah xkn stdy,,bwk blk buku 2 3 guni pon tntu ag ak bce...ngeng kn ak,..
so ak decide x yah blk..
::: ma abh... doa ko lin dh..mtk maaf byk2 klu ad bt salah..lin tau lin tolol sket dr hok lain,,tue lin byk salah nge ma..

yoyoyo..masa itu emas,,,x mau maen2...

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life is precious...

ari neh 2 entry ak bg after berhari2 x menaip kn..bz u olls..dgn final ngan test ag..even mlm esk ad test ak tetap gagahkn diri menaip gak..nk share something..yg bt ak sedih..
ak xtau la nape manusia neh perlu ad jealous.kenapa kita perlu cemburu??
jealous itu perlu tok motivate diri kte..mcm ak,,dr dip lg org jealous ngan ak..ak pon xtau npe..tiap kali dpt marks pape smua bz tnye ak..lau ak x bgtau ckp ak koya la.pape lg la..tp ble da gtau akn nmpk dieorg jauh dr ak..salah kah ak dpt marks mcm2..ak pening laa..ak kna jga ati semua org..jgn pernah kedekut,, ble kte ajar org..kte akn lbh paham n dpt pahala..tgk 2 in 1..so pikir laa leklok..
idup kte kna ad prinsip tau dok..jgn main idup..prinsip ak...ak nk prove kt family ak yg ak blh bjya..tue ak dh buktikan dlu..tp Allah SWT Maha Kuasa..die tarik blk kebaikan yg die bg kt ak sbb kejahatan n kesalahan ak...tue yg skrg ak try ubah diri ak kpd yg lbh baik,,,kawal perasaan ak..jga ati mak yah n try jd yg terbaik..kalau blh ak nk jaga ati semua org..xmau dendam ngan sape2 pon..
idup pon kna ad value ..sma mcm duit gak...
: : dont be selfish n greedy..
neh prinsip ak..xde kena mengena ngan spe2..yg idup n yg tlh mati

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public speaking...

emmm..tgh ari td br pas hbs public speaking bel...yg first ari tue teruk gak la...dpt 26 per 40 jew..tp hope yg neh ok la..x harap lbh ponsbb ak sedar diri ak mcm neh..
td nerveous gler..da last presenter plak 2..mampus la kna ngan miss...kna kaw2 pnye laa..time prsent tue ak tebalkan muka ak jew..bt2 muka x malu nk bt mcm friendly sket..padahal xde la friendly sgt dlm class tau..ak senyap jew dlm class tp org yg btol2 knl ak br tau ak neh cam ne.

tp its ok..daa lepas pon..wish me luck yeah...
:: fokus tok final plak,,

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Iloveyouuu,

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rse stress laa..test qmt smlm x stdy pon..stdy tp x bt latihan lgsg..main tgk2 jah sbb mls..neh lah jd klu ad penyakit MALAS..x ptt ad sikap neh..
koya pandai kn ak neh.tgk2..soalan past year hok kuar..rse nk jerit jah dlm class tue..time tgh test tue..tp ak tahan jah air mata neh..bt jew hok termampu..ak mmg gtu.kalu x bt latihan mmg xleh bt..tp ak x bt gak latihan..pening wey..dk mikir sokmo pasal test qmt neh..mtk2 lah lulus..
padahal dlu penah ambk da qmt mse dip..dpt A- jah la.. tue pon sbb carry marks .dlu ak minat gler qmt sbb miss yg ajar ak 2 cantek..hahahaha...tp tkt glo lah sbb qmt neh lain..tp bgn pg2 kna practice ckp yg ak ske qmt..~~~LOVE U SOOO MUCH~~~kna set dlm minda tue..
::: u olls.. wish me pass this paper okey..TQ..

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quiz..please be nice with me..

jap ag ad quiz..hope senang jew..daa stress da nk stdy..wish me luck...
: : layan tentang Dhia jap..heheehee

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Iloveyouuu,

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ponteng class.

pg neh ponteng class sbb bgn jew pg td rse sakit perut sgt..mcm nk gastrik plak..tp yg pelik nye smlm mkn jew..tp still sakit plak..ad ke ptt cam 2..
bgn jew pg td rse cam nk muntah2..tue signal gastrik laa.pastu ak pon mls nk pi class.. sapu minyak ubat.then relax jap..after that mak ak kol...emm..mcm tau2 jek anak die yg neh sakit..( tu lah dipggl naluri ibu)
Every sem ak msti kena gastrik..tue mcm dh jd menda wajib la..tp rse nye ari neh ok jew..xde la terok sgt..
tp perutku..please behave ye yunk..mlm neh ad quiz..yg neh x leh ponteng..okey..

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Iloveyouuu,

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hooreyyy..

ari neh quiz cancel so ari neh relax..

kemas2 brg besok mau pulang kelantan..

huhu..

wnduuu..rse mcm lama daa x blk..

tp pg sok ade quiz listening test tok mandarin..

alaa..relax jew..haha..mandarin jew pon..

tp still kna stdy gak le..

tp otak ak da ingt kt umah dah..

ahaha..mmg gilak..

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